[ xx Hooded Soul xx ]

elozZz

haha i find myself sayin this again; sorri i haven't updated in eons

i actuali started an entry wen i came back from hk earli this yr buh kinda ditched it ><" and now it's the easter holz

camp was awesum in general...the atmosphere was great n the Lord blessed the camp...nuffin serious went wrong except poor sarah's hand >< n the usual mozzies plague

the music competition went reali well n in the end sum of us jumped onto the stage n danced to the lil kiddies song twas reali fun. the melb sis' dance was reali original with the crepe paper. n well done to joyce, tim, jess, sarah, william and karen and bonnie too! and my thanks to all those hu supported me with my composition :] u know hu u r

bball sessions were reali fun n thanks Lord that my legs didn't ache as expected

after camp, i made a 2-A4 page list of things i'm concerned abt/want to improve/give thanks for so i guess i'll keep prayin abt it^^

and i wanna thank the Lord for givin me a christian spiritual companion to support me and let me do the same for her. :] ur in my prayers ah ;) let us use the jap food opportunity wisely :D n i pray that u'll stand out as the Lord's agent of love :D:D

newai, i wish u all who r on holz to be safe, be happy, be achievers of the great and small, and be good time managers [stress on the last one for myself]

and for those hu are not on holz...the same i wish to u :D

jus wanna mention one more thing...im reali thankful that my relationship with my family has increasingly improved ever since the beginnin of this yr. the major work load has brought me closer to my family and my family has assisted me in my studies. I can't more stress how clever the Lord's methods are!!

at first when u read it, it mite b a lil uncomfortable buh keep readin it, the whole thing it's a reali powerful testimony, well in my opinion neway ><

well until nxt time it's goodbye

over n out *salutes*

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p.s. i uploaded more albums. click on the image/title to view

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[ xx Hooded Soul xx ]

 

elozZz all~

although 'all' would now equate to no one...or perhaps the occassional eva :P

has the thought that the events of the present is jus a dream, ever occurred to u? well it has to me; first time was when i was 6/7? it was in hk wen me n my dad, jus us 2, went thru the tunnel and onto the road...it was on the way to Jim Sa Jui n i recall the road passing these 2 rocks called 'Si Ji Sek' [Stone of the Lion] and 'Mong Fu Sek' [Husband-gazing stone]. yehh those 2 rocks r one of my childhood wonders. newai, it was funni, cos i was playin with that idea, n then this obstacle struck me, n that being; does that mean i dream of dreaming wen i dream during slp? and that i dream of slping and losing consciousness at nite on a regular basis? newai...everytime that thought returns to me, i return to the memory of that thought in that car trip. and i also remember trying to explain it to my dad,  and i did, eventually. i dun realli remember his response...buh i think it wasn't nefin significantli bizarre.

 

mmm wat else is on my mind...i've been wantin to start experimentin with music for a long time now...like half a yr? okai...mayb onli a few months...lolz, a bit reluctant to admit, buh the singin/duet idea was inspired by HS Musical...yehh i hate that movie, it's so corny...buh i like 2 songs from there...Breakin Free i hate...it's got grammatical errors 'different than who we are' IS WRONG it should b...'different from/to who we are' >.> man get ur english rite! yehh i've bin havin plans to make sum melodies...write sum lyrics [altho i've written a poem or 2...buh it's os hard to write lyrics n then create music to fit in with the lyrics, so much easier the other way] then combine the 2 n make a few songs...after the SC + formal of course...i've been dyin durin this wait...currentli still in the wait btw...im so scared that i'll lose the desire/inpiration by then >.>

yehh speakin of SC + formal...YES it's comin up in a week

CRAP

Mon & Tues & Fri - SC | Wed - formal...n then WOOHOO im free for 2 MONTHS!!

downside - reports -_-"

i got my dress...except i dun like it...i onli bought it cos i wanted to buy my dress $20 cheaper, so im goin para on thurs n if i find a better one, im gna refund my myer one...it's like black, satin, v-necked, has a few stripe thinis goin from right to left n they all collect at one spot which leads to 2 ribbons...n u can tie a bowtie with the ribbons. dun have nefin else.

lolz...todai durin art, me n vonvon were calculatin the money ppl spend on the formal...sum ppl hit 4-digits ><" i think the amount im spendin is A LOT buh comparitively low

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u know there's this radio comp to win ARIA tickets rite...n it goes...the 1st person to get to this designated carpark with something ARIA-related, would win the tickets. n this chick raced to the carpark, n dragged her mum along. n wen the radio ppl asked her 'so wat did u bring?' she goes 'well i didn't reali have nefin in my car, buh my mother is a bit of a wolf.' as in Wolfmother the band...ahahha i thought that was reali clever

 

btw...OTH ROCKS!! the last ep was brilliant. best of this season so far...it's almost like a mini-horror/thriller film. gotta wait 2 wks for the nxt release tho >.> bummer

 

btww...stop readin if u find my blog entry mundane. cos this blog is for personal purposes newai. man im currentli consumin these ALDI chicken biscuits...GAWD they're GROSS! they're os salty...bet they're reali fat too...ALDI food r gross...except for their kiwi fruits + butterscotch biscuits.

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yess...i've jus been talkin to martina jus then...we dun get to talk to each other much buh yehh it's a great opportunity to catch up wen we du...newai, recentli, i've been reali lookin forward to goin into uni. i duno, uni life jus seems so much more appealing n enjoyable. sum ppl r 'good at' high schooling...cos they know where they stand in that world. but me...i welcome change...i wanna start anew - again. hopefullik this time, with less commitment in one way and hopefulli more committment in another, i will have a better life in uni. in uni, there's less interaction with the same grp of ppl...well if it's a grp of ppl ur not toalli comfy with then it's hel...that's wat i meant by there's less committment. yet, i would like to think that i would b able to find a companion in whom i can confide and trust, thus the more committment. i jus wanna find a home to return to each time. buh of course, if i find one before my uni life starts, then bring it on! i'll love it, as long as it helps me mature in the Lord too, like a Christian companion who can support me now onli with comfort n all buh with the Lord's love, and me being able to do the same for him/her.

so yeh...sum ppl r scared of leavin high school cos they enter the 'big world' and u gotta find ur feet and where u stand, all over agn. buh guess wat, i'll embrace it. 

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If you wait for the right time

What are you hoping for?

I'm here I'm now I'm ready

Holding on tight

Don't give away the end

The one thing that stays mine...

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[ xx Hooded Soul xx ]

Happi b'dai my loveli Uni!! E>E>

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"Art is not a thing; it is a way."

 - Elbert Hubbard

yehh...art isn't a thing...it's a way to convey a msg...

 

"Man is the measure of all things."

 - Protagoras

so freakin truu...i mean...everythin we know is essentialli a description of sumthin thru a human's eyes...everythin's limited to a human interpretation

"The best way to get over someone is to get under someone else."

><>< wow...if that philosophy was followed by ppl...by how much would the demand for condoms rise!? or in the other case...how many more siblings would u get!?

 

*lil bec in the middle of a coughin fit*

Mr Allum: "i can give u a CPR.

In fact, most teachers have been trained to be able to do it"

oh gawd...never agn lil bec :P hope u get a lot better veri soon :]

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lolz my sis got her 1st ever email...her name's joyce tse rite...gawd we came up with the most bizarre suggestions...><

j.c, joy2see, joy2theworld, joy.2.da.sea, j^c, oi_it's_joi

got new chocolates...got crunchie + dream + strawberry...i onli got the latter 2 for swappin...i bought one off meself durin art cos vonnie wanted sum for free >.>

eva's so hot with her fob jap hairdo! E>E>

nearli a month til we hit OTH season 4!! WOOHOO *celebrates*

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randomli from random fwd...

HAVE U EVER...

( )Smoked a cigarette
( )Drank so much you threw up
( )Crashed a friend's car
( )Stolen a car
( )Been in love?
( )Been dumped
( )Shoplifted
( )Been laid off/fired
( )Quit your job
( )Been in a fist fight
( )Snuck out of your parent's house
(x)Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( )Been arrested
( )Gone on a blind date
(x)Lied to a friend
(x)Skipped school
( )Seen someone die
( )Been to Canada
( )Been to Mexico
(x)Been on a plane
(x)Been lost
( )Been on the opposite side of the country
( )Gone to Washington, DC
( )Swam in the ocean
(x)Felt like dying
(x)Cried yourself to sleep
(x)Played cops and robbers
( )Recently coloured with crayons
(xXx)Sang karaoke
(x)Paid for a meal with only coins
(x)Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x)Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( )Caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x)Danced in the rain
( )Written a letter to Santa Claus
( )Been kissed under the mistletoe
(x)Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x)Blown bubbles
( )Made a bonfire on the beach
( )Crashed a party
( )Gone roller-skating
(x)Ice-skating

gawddd i miss out on so muCH!!

WHAT ABOUT...

1. Any Children?
not at this age...2 max in 10 yrs time

2. Any Pet's?

nahh buh dogs r alwaiz sho cute in movies n in parks...my sis has been dyin for one for agesssSs buh all of us think that our family' will not cope veri well with an extra member, esp if it cannot understand human instructions

3. what happened to this question?
 
4. What is your favourite drink?
sprite all the way, ribena, easyway, pearl melon milk tea
 
5. Tattoos?
ew fulllstop...hu wants to b scarred for life
 
6. Body piercing?
yuckk buh sum earrings r kewl like the key n locket ones
 
7. How much do you love your job?
my job as a friend? i love...
 
8. Birthplace:
honki all da wai *in fob accent*

9. 10. Ever been to Africa?
no...buh i wanna go to Egypt reali badli...buh my loyalties r always with Rome i E> Rome!!

11. Ever steal any traffic signs?
AHAH no...i kno sum1 hu wanted to! *nudges liz*
 
12. Ever been in a car accident?
YESS on eppin rd. gawd we lost our car!!

13. A, B, C, D, DD cup size?
minus Z. mine dun protrude visibli
 
14. 2 door or 4 door?
im used 2 4 doors buhh i welcome change usuali as long as it is not totalli bizarre
 
15. Salad dressing?
i dun eat salad with dressin
 
16. Favourite pie?
chicken pie! i hate beef pies where ur teeth crunch on gross bones n chew gross guts 
 
17. Favourite Number?
numberzZz?? 2 & 8...2 for a couple, pair, symmetry, balance, etc...n 8 for my birthdai month & the # of sides my hearts have
 
18. Favourite movie?
cant decide on 1 buh im a tru fan of ONE TREE HILL!! go DRAMA SHOWS!!
 
19.Favourite holiday?
i wanna go 2 Rome n Italy on the way n mite as well go to Europe
 
20. Favourite food?
dried mangoes!! beaten fried eggs, broccoli umm...i also like picnic...i like food in general...so quite a pointles qu...
 
21.Favourite day of the week?
 
the weekend...esp sundai E> all my church brotherz n sisterz...i like satz cos i get to relax n hang out...i like thurzdaiz too...no particular reason...

22. Favourite brand of body soap?
i dun use soap...i use body wash

23. Favourite TV show?
ONE TREE HILL duhHHHH
 
24. Toothpaste?
colgate...i have colgate pride...i hate the taste of ne other brand of toothpaste...all the others taste weird n gross
 
25.
wat happened to this question too!!!!?!???????!?!?!??!?
 
26. What do u do to relax?
i eat n i slp n i watch one tree hill n i abuse the optus free 20min calls from 8pm-12am :D n talk for all of those 4 hrz
 
27. Message to:
ppl hu r sad enuff to have gotten this far in readin abt my sad sad life
 
28. How do you see yourself 10 years?
i'll b in a committed relationship...i mite have plans of ditchin my miss-ness for mrs-ness, n have max 2 babies by the time i turn 30. in terms of my career, i would have finished my bachelor of psychology course in USYD.

ppl say...the more you plan, the harder destiny hits you...well if so...thn fire away...i dun care
 
30. What do you enjoy receiving?
a james lafferty-signed oth OST, a lil bit more attention, respect, thoughtz, hugz
 
31. Furthest place you will send this message?
um...this is no longer a fwd...gawd i hate fwds...buh i'll use a cliche for the sake of it...

up uranus
 
32. Who will respond the fastest?
hopefulli no1 would b sad enuff to have gotten this far
 
33. Least likely to respond?
ppl wun respond
 
34. What time is it now?
time to go get a life...spendn life on the net is sad...[hypocrisy intended]

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(是我 妳好嗎 沒什麼事 只是想知道妳好不好
這是我最後一次打給妳了 希望妳好好照顧自己)

 

不說出的溫柔 讓妳離開我 我以為 妳都會懂
等著妳 我才發現難過

想哭的衝動 開始在失去以後 已經擦乾了淚 為何還有點痛
該說的時候 早應該大聲的說 愛已經留下缺口 剩下沉默
不說出的溫柔 讓妳離開我 只擁抱 妳要的夢
別擔心我 我會好好過

 

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[ xx Hooded Soul xx ]